Like an old dead tree
My body falls to the ground
Lifeless and without a soul
It is here
That true comfort is found
I can’t close my eyes
I watch the clouds
I feel the rain
I beg for sleep but sleep never comes
Knowing that my life is gone
I just want to close my eyes
Existence with no purpose.
I want a girl. I’m a really nice guy I promise. Just give me a chance.
I’m so lonely.
Fuck I can’t take it anymore. I want something I can’t have but I’m never giving up. It’s driving me insane though. I always stay up real late wishing it would come true but since my situation coming August I know my chances are taken away even though I know they would work out. I’m still at home. I can’t sleep anymore. I have never felt this way in my life.
Charles Bukowski - Cause and Effect
For my friend
Dull and void.
No Escape.
Wasted Youth.
Wasted Days.
A year of shit.
A year of pain.
Voice in my head.
A Different Name.
Stupid Boy.
...
Good morning!
